I remember that night,
As we lie awake,
Talking about everything under the stars,
Catching up on our lost years,
She mentioned that she felt,
He wasn't ready for the next step.
It disturbed me.
I didn't understand then.
But I do now.
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One more sleep,
And I'll be on the plane back to Melbourne.
I don't quite know how to describe what I'm feeling.
Scared is an under statement. Terrified perhaps.
Yet at the same time,
Determined to find the courage in me,
To face our final closure.
The end of our story - so I can lock it up and store it away.
I am looking forward to a brand new start.
The next chapter of my life, waiting to be written.
I owe it to myself that much.
As for now, I shall live for the moment. For tonight.
For I know, the moment doesn't last forever.
I shall enjoy the embrace of my family one last night.
I shall soak in the support of my friends one last night.
I shall take it all in,
Channel their love to become my strength,
To face what comes next.
However impossible it may seem.
12 comments:
After meeting u tonite, i believe u'll be able to face whatever that comes upon u tomorrow.
Stay tough and take care.
Thanks Sam,
I hope so too! Thanks for being a part of my "strength" :)
I love you guys lotssss! really really. Every single one of you who made the effort to come see me tonight.
Babe, stay strong. Call me anytime you need me. Just think of the bright future you have ahead. This is just a small part of it. Learn from your experience, cos only through experience, you will grow. You told me I have grown since you last saw me. I learnt to take things easy and I hope I don't make the same mistakes again. I wish you all the love in the world and may you find The One soon. Love you!
Mich: Thanks so much hun. Just keep moving forward, and no looking back, right?
I will keep telling myself to be strong, for the truth is... there is still much to lose. There is still much, I have.
This experience has reminded me of the importance of having good friends, and family. Nobody loves you like family does.
The One? When the time is right, and 'I' am right again, then hopefully it'll come. Otherwise, I am still going to be a happy, independent, gorgeous me.
Life goes on.
You can do this. You are already stronger than you think.
God believes in you and He will not throw anything your way, that you can't handle.
Mei,
Don't worry..
When ever U r Very happy or sad, think this..
"THIS TO WILL PASS AWAY"
If we ask GOD for Strength GOD gives us problems.. Face it and u will become stronger.. And 'ILL' becomes 'WILL'
TAKE CARE.
And suddenly, the room feels empty without you...
whatever it is, remember this: We're just a phone call away
I am back in the unit. He has cleared all his stuff.
It's sad, but I realise it's not the end of the world after all.
Time to shop for some home stuff and redecorate.
Thanks for having been way beyond wonderful the past few weeks. I love you.
Stay strong Mei.
Time for a new beginning and a new chapter in your life. *hugz*
You deserve all that's good in life so discover the real 'you' and move on...
Calvin: Yes, I'm getting on to it :) Pages are getting written all the time.
Slowly moving forward, and looking forward to the rest of it. I'm keen to find out what God has for me.
Haha... That's the spirit. God has great plans for you, I am sure of it. =)
Calvin: So can't wait for the day God reveals it!
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