Someone googled "her" name and arrived on my blog.
I wonder who could that be?
And what did he/her think I was going to write about "her"?
I have not mentioned any specifics on what happened.
And I won't stoop to that.
If there is anything left of me,
It's that I intend to let go graciously,
Walking on the moral high ground.
I want to be the "better" person for once.
For vengeance is not mine.
(But some days, I couldn't help but wonder... does she even feel a tinge of guilt?)
12 comments:
You are a better person than me if you have chosen to forego vengeance. I salute you.
He can do to her what he did to you too. So one day her actions will come back to haunt her.
She won't feel guilty.
Why? if she does. she won't do it to you.
SHAME ON HER!!!!!!!
Let's her suffer in KARMA in the future.
From experience, things will only get harder now due to the fact that you have to maintain your composure each time the subject of the break-up comes up. On your blog, it's based on your terms, whenever you start to feel that maybe, just maybe the pain is slowly slipping away, then you're able to blog and portray to the 'world' that you're fine although you really feel like shit most times.
I don't mean this harmful in any way, I just wanted to let you know that you appear to be a strong woman, and despite whatever hardship you've been through before, you've always always picked yourself up and moved on. And you've moved on to much better things, judging from your previous posts so congratulations on never letting the bad things bring you down.
Good luck with the future, and remember, keep smiling for yourself because your happiness depends on you and you only. Take care!
well from analysing i've came to conclude who she is. which i've asked her name on your previous post. I know you wont answer because your better than that but i cant help but to be curious. well he moved interstate and i believe she live in perth.
Skayrkro: It takes alot of hard work to not feel vindictive. I have to constantly remind myself that vengeance does not belong to me. Every single day...
But hopefully, the thought would recur in decreasing frequencies, until one day - I can not care anymore.
Anonymous: I will be sure to let you know if that day comes. If it doesn't and they live happily ever after - my life goes on too.
Anonymous: Yeah, I suppose you're right.
Anonymous: Things are slowly improving for me :) If people asks, I would just say that "It didn't work out. We just wanted different things" and stop there. Only my good friends know. The ones that I confide in. It helps not having to tell the story again and again - to help me move on. I don't want to be constantly reminded.
My only fear is that the shock from this cause me to shut me heart to love. That I would turn cold and bitter, and not be able to love someone else the same again.
But I will face that when I'm ready. For now, the only person I have to answer to, is me *well, to a certain extent* :) I challenge myself to do something new everyday!
Anonymous: He didn't move interstate. He merely went interstate for the weekend. He still resides in Melbourne (I am fairly certain), well, at least I believe he still does at present.
Anonymous: Maybe if you told me who you are, I might consider telling you who she is. Hehe.
Well, I deduce that you know me personally, so you would know how to contact me.
to be honest im just a loyal follower on your blog. its well written and so real! Just reading your entries and old post made me assume so. I know I have no right to assume because its your private issues. Just wanna say your blog is very good and i enjoy following your entries! I really adore the idea of this blog being your therapy and have not given up on blogging just because he said its hard to read. you are very strong and i congrats you on that :)
Anonymous: Thanks for your kind words.
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