The life of a girl, who's frequently searching for her real inner self, for answers, for the meaning of life. Confident and "happy-go-lucky" on the outside, but an insecure, pessimistic girl deep inside. Constantly aiming to be more refined, mature, true and right.
Monday, May 10, 2010
As I lie awake,
thinking of my past, present,
and all that's been happening.
I couldn't help but wonder,
Am I destined to be alone?
Where do I truly belong?
6 comments:
Anonymous
said...
Things happen for a reason.......so, be brave, stay strong and it will all past...God Bless
stay strong gurl....u are better than that....u know it and all the ppl that love you know it. It is never easy especially in such a situation like you are in with an intruder spoiling it all....but u know what? God has a way....His way...and in His time of doing things.
Just my personal opinion....its better you find out now rather than be misled any further only to find out in....months? years? worse still when ure married.....i admire your strength.....and pick ureself up and know that there will be a better person out there...and with ure personality and amount of love you have to share....u'll be surprised someday when ure able to share it again with someone special.
I have faith in you....been there, been stabbed in the back, been misled....cry all you have to, cry and wail as loud as you need to, but pick ureself up and move when ure ready....love you dear! take care....
we are destinated to be what we want, that is the reason why you must understand who you are and what you really want! :) you will be alone if that is what you want...
Mon: Perhaps this is God's way of testing my strength, testing my will to keep living.
I have no doubt that one day, I can look back and say "It all happened for a reason" and that will be the day that I will see why it never worked out with anyone else.
Jem: What I truly want, is someone who will love me till the end, when the "being in love" excitement ends. The same way I'll love him - till the very end.
6 comments:
Things happen for a reason.......so, be brave, stay strong and it will all past...God Bless
stay strong gurl....u are better than that....u know it and all the ppl that love you know it. It is never easy especially in such a situation like you are in with an intruder spoiling it all....but u know what? God has a way....His way...and in His time of doing things.
Just my personal opinion....its better you find out now rather than be misled any further only to find out in....months? years? worse still when ure married.....i admire your strength.....and pick ureself up and know that there will be a better person out there...and with ure personality and amount of love you have to share....u'll be surprised someday when ure able to share it again with someone special.
I have faith in you....been there, been stabbed in the back, been misled....cry all you have to, cry and wail as loud as you need to, but pick ureself up and move when ure ready....love you dear! take care....
mon
we are destinated to be what we want, that is the reason why you must understand who you are and what you really want! :)
you will be alone if that is what you want...
Listen to your inner self :)
Anonymous: Thanks.
Mon: Perhaps this is God's way of testing my strength, testing my will to keep living.
I have no doubt that one day, I can look back and say "It all happened for a reason" and that will be the day that I will see why it never worked out with anyone else.
Jem: What I truly want, is someone who will love me till the end, when the "being in love" excitement ends. The same way I'll love him - till the very end.
Nikki: I am, searching real hard for it :)
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