Tuesday, May 09, 2006

This Girl Smiles

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This girl she's crying inside
But all everyone see is smiles
This girl she's hurting inside
She lived like this for quite a while
Always hiding her pain inside
She won't ruin everyone's smile
This girl she's breaking down inside
But all she does is smile...

Through those eyes deep inside
Holds a lot of misery
Playing pictures from her mind
Showing her past, her history

She doesn't want to remember
But the pictures continues to play...
Every night she prays
Wishing them away

But this girl lies with her laugh
And hides behind her smile
So no one can see her pain,
Her past, her denials

This girl she's dieing inside
Although no one may see her pain
Just continues to smile bright
From day to everyday

This girl whom I love so deep
Cries behind her eyes
But all everyone ever see
Is blinded with a lie...
With her beautiful smile she gives
For everyone to see
Anyone and everyone
Anyone but me.

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O_o *disbelief*
I was speechless when I read this...
Totally...
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19 comments:

Anonymous said...

huh? errr, did "he" wrote this to you??

Wuching said...

yes, i'm blur blur too!

~ LouiSe ~ said...

Who wrote this???

Mei said...

carole and louise: If you meant my ex? No, he wasn't the one who wrote it :( Although, I secretly wish he did. Hahahaha..

Mei said...

wuching: You're always blur.. Hehehe. Maybe I shall just keep you in the dark? ;)

Anonymous said...

Hmm... nice pic :)

Jonathan said...

Mei, you need to read more happy stuff! Hehe...stop reading all this depressingly sad poems...it's not good for you!

Mei said...

neo: Thank you, and thanks for dropping by :D

Mei said...

jonathan: Hehehe, I can't help it cause nobody writes me happy stuff! ;)

~ LouiSe ~ said...

Hehe... then who wrote it???

Mei said...

Louise: Hehehe. Curiosity kills the cat. Just a friend who sent it to me :)

How's everything going for you, girl?

Anonymous said...

Waa...veli nice pic. Can i use as my wallpaper ah?

Mei said...

prometeuz: You wanna use that as wallpaper? Hehehe. I hope you won't get nightmares everynight. *Akekekeke*

EstherandAlvin said...

Mei, who ever wrote this poem to you probably loves you or fancies you alot wei..
How do you feel towards him?! =P sorry ah, so 'keh-poh'

Mei said...

est: Hahaha, he's just a friend :) Really... I was more shocked in disbelief than anything else.

~ LouiSe ~ said...

Things could have been better. :p HAHA

Wuching said...

no! get me outta here!

Mei said...

louise: HhmmMm.. that's a thought :)

Mei said...

wuching: Hahaha, now you're being funny!

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