Thursday, May 11, 2006

Just put my heart into the blender, will ya?

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"Good luck!..."

Just two innocent little words,
But this time, it's not so much what's being said...
But the way he chose to say it.

In a way he doesn't usually do.
I guess that *friend* must really be someone significant huh??

OH MY GAWD!
I think I'm reading too much into things,
That I'm just driving myself crazy.

Why should I even be affected by stoopid trivial things like that?

I've got more to do in life that just this! **slaps self**
WAKE UP!!!

I've got to stop putting myself into vulnerable situations.
I've got to stop all these...

Even *I* get sick of myself doing this.
I'm sorry, I don't know how you guys put up with me doing this.


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9 comments:

Wuching said...

i'm turn the switch on for you

Anonymous said...

i am glad u didn't post a picture of your heart(or someone else!!) inside a blender. Wow, now I am very blur, blur like wuching.

Mei said...

wuching: You're so meannnn.. *AaAahhHh*

Mei said...

john vain: HhM, perhaps I'm turning psychotic? :S

Mei said...

prometeuz: Oh My GOSH! That is just so gory! Hehehe. Don't worry, I won't do that!

Jonathan said...

Hehe...Hmm...well sounds like you know what you need to do. Noone can tell you what to do, but yourself. Things will get better though!

Mei said...

jonathan: hehe, don't worry. I know what I should be doing. Things are gently, slowly getting better.

I'm on the road to recovery, albeit crawling.

Anonymous said...

One word : Magnified

We've had this discussion before.. No matter wat he does, it may be just a simple gesture (regardless for who), with no "pre-determined intention" by him, we, still take and analyse it top, bottom,left,right,in and out! *sigh*

It's normal to feel that way. We've all gone through it before, but we're here for you! No need the blender..

We'll go gelati tomolo kays??? :)
Plus, we are getting treated!! YAY!! *double grin*

Feel better kays? *hugz*

Mei said...

ade: Yes, magnified, not only under light microscope, but a million gazillion times under the electron microscope :) Akakakaka..

Yes!!! FREE gelati tonight, to freeze my brain, before we drink till we kill our liver. Hhmmm... healthy living we're practising here!

Perhaps, I should claim my "meal" too! :D for installing "confidence" in someone. *blah*

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