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Argghhh!! I'm so stressed.
Today's a holiday, but my mind is not getting a day off.
In fact, it's wandering, thinking of too much!
I am in the middle of sorting out my O&G notes, and trying to dig up the sample test papers.
And also, trying to sort out my timetable for my Paeds rotation.
I don't know if it's just me, but it really feels like... this rotation is rather disorganised.
We've got to sign up for our own clinics, our own visits, our own everything!
Wahhh! Really takes alot of initiative to get things done mann!
So different as compared to Women's, where everything is nicely arranged. And you follow the same mentor for the whole duration. I like the familiarity. Makes me feel more comfortable and at ease.
I'm also trying to settle my PMCV application stuff. Submit my referees, and hopefully, get started on my pathetic looking CV! I've got no friggin' idea what to write! :( Sighhh... This whole "getting a job" and "working in the real world" is really starting to freak me out! I even dreamt about it last night, when I was napping. I hate it! It haunts me!!! A part of me really wants the title Dr. in front of my name, and start earning some moolah. I've been stuyding for far too long. But really, a different bit of me wants to remain a carefree student forever. Free from responsibilities!!
I mean, it's someone else's life we're talking about. Not just some business deal! I mean, it's bad if I screw up a huge business deal, but all we lose is money. But this is life we're talking about. There is no second take. No second chance to make it right. Okay, I'm babbling here! Please forgive me! *You have no idea the speed I'm typing this. I'm so stressed, my adrenaline is sky high*
Anyways, I'm wasting my time blogging now, when I should really be sorting out my stuff. Hhmm, my phone plan has expired too. Perhaps I should renew my plan and get myself a spanking new phone! Hahaha.
Back to reality for me now. No more slacking and wasting time! *Tadaa* *Mei waves to all*
7 comments:
Hey Mei.. I know, it feels overwhelming isn't it?? Sometimes I get this feeling of unreal-ness, that Finally, we're already at the end of this journey in Med School! We are gonna be taking care of lives, living people, not just business deals, or buildings, or law cases or animals =P
But... YOU'LL BE FINE! =) A lot of people are in the same boat as ya. And believe it or not, we are trained in med school to be able to somehow handle the 'real world' when the time comes. Sure, we will be quite clueless the 1st few weeks or months when we start working. What we lack is experience, but experience comes with time. And many seniors are willing to help ya anytime you need a hand. Believe me, when you're preparing for your finals, you'll realise you do know quite a lot on the theory side. =) All that we've learned these YEARS will somehow fall into place. Your brain would be overloaded with information, just praying that the half-life of these will last though =P hehe..
All the best for your job applications girl! I'll know my job allocations this Friday! My results are out this Thurs night! I have my long & short cases tomorrow & on Thurs. Ahhh.. I'm feeling pretty overwhelmed myself too =) Take care. God bless ya!
Est: OH MY GOSH!!! That's quick!! All the best to you! I hope everything goes well. I'll keep my fingers (and toes) crossed for ya! :) Good luck yeah??
Welcome to the mad mad world of paeds.. the 9 weeks that i so didnt enjoy compared to Women's .. But chill out girl! If I got through it in one piece so will you.. (now.. i just made paeds sound like some kinda war zone.. Hahaha)
Yea..it still scares me to think that i'm graduating soon, where every 'deal' i take, deals with someone's health, life or death.. freaks me totally.. As much as I wanna start the work and earn the dough, like you, I'm not ready for the responsibility..:(
But sigh.. we're moving on..cant stay in med school forever.. and I sure dont want to!!
Heys, with the CV, you have another 6 weeks! I only have 3 weeks, before i get sent off to some rural no-internet access place.. BLAH.. :(
oh oh.. new phone plan new phone plan! I've got a new phone.. soon.. Hehehe
*jumps happily*
ade: Yeahh. something tells me I'm gonna hate paeds after finishing this rotation. Everything's so disorganised, and vague. Scope is too wide. It's like the whole sem 8 & 9 crammed into 9 weeks, changed to fragile, little adults. blargh!
And yes, Sam said I worry too much, and I make it difficult for people to console me. He reckons I've got some Psych problem. Hahahaha.
CV? I haven't even started! I was looking at my organiser, and I'm so NOT free the next few weeks! No time to sit down and write my CV! =(
Yes, with your new phone, and new phone plan, you can ring me from Rural! Hahahaha :) IF you have coverage! Great huh? *winks*
O_o (extremely shocked)
No coverage? O_o"
*sniff sniff*
Boredom will kill me if i cant call anyone at all for 4 weeks.. :(
Need to start thinking who i can bug to call when i'm in rural.. hehehe
oh..-_-" IF i have coverage :(
*still in shock*
ade: My small town had coverage. So I could still call my sister and bug her then. I think I called you guys too! Hehehe. And I definitely came back EVERY weekend.
But where Sau and Sam were, there were no coverage :( Poor them. I think they had to drive out to the nearest phone booth or something. Hehehe. That was quite funny! Poor themmmm :(
I want coverage..
I dont want small small town with no coverage
*crossing fingers*
*crossing toes*
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