My Rock

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You once promised me,
that you'll always be there for me,
On good and bad days,
Be it sunny or rainy days.

That you'll listen to my happy stories,
and share my burden and worries,
You told me that you'll be,
My pillar, my rock -
Always by me, baby.

But as time goes by,
the rock became little pebbles,
eventually turned into sand,
Then came the rain,
That washed everything off in the end.

What's left is a promise,
That turned out empty,
And I've become the girl,
Who cried plenty.

Two years have gone by,
How you've been, I still wonder,
Do you ever miss me, my dear?
Cause my feelings for you still linger.

Without you, I falter...
Cause I lost my rock, my pillar.

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I resorted to writing this, cause I didn't have any other means of getting it out, or telling you how I feel. I was really down, and needed to talk. It scares me how much I still depend on you, rely on you. I actually dialed your number, only to hang up when I heard the ring tone.

I tried being strong, standing for myself. But little did I realise, that when I'm down and out, at my lowest point, I still turn to you...

I shall not, I cannot.

This way, I'll never move anywhere, although evidently, you've moved on.