.
"I accidentally cut my finger today while cutting the chicken" :(
"Err, you're a doctor. Bandage yourself?"
O_o
* I was shocked... disappointed... numb in disbelief *
I couldn't help but shed a tear,
Because of the pain.
Not on my finger,
But in my heart...
Things have definitely changed...
21 comments:
the angel: Thanks :)
u still long for he's comfort...
u still have expectations...
the higher ur expectations.. the harder u'll fall when they dont meet.....
maybe its better for the two of u to jst be... distant for awhile...... that will et ur heart settle...
anonymous: I don't think it's too much to just care for a friend? Even if I was just a friend...
Distant for awhile, and let my heart settle? I've been doing that for some time now.. It just doesn't work :(
u need to get back in the dating game!
Dear Mei,
I've been reading your blog for a few weeks now.
You already prolly know.. that you are beautiful.. smart.. and very eligible. What i do not understand is..why you do not wanna move on..???
My dear.. it is not worth all your effort and heartache.. and everything else.. that you are currently still experiencing.. with your past relationship. Trust me..! i am 41yrs old.. and if i could turn the clock back.. my dear.. i wouldn't have do the things i had done. Like you .. i tend to hold on.. and hold out.. hoping for a turn in event. But Mei.. it's not gonna happen.
You deserve ALOT better.. trust me..! If i am half as pretty as you .. and intelligent.. i wouldn't fret a hair.. ;)
Lots of Canadian guys here.. who would line up from Orchard Road to Woodlands.. just to have a date with you.
I would.. if i am a man.. or younger..!
So move on.. my dear gal..! you've got everything ahead of you ..!!!
aiyoo...kesian! ;( come, come - yvy's big flabby warm arms can sure comfort u wan. :P
just popped over as recommended by....eerrmm, someone u know. ;)
*Shocked* Thanks people! I really appreciate your warm, wise messages. Makes me feel fuzzy that you guys care about my life.
wuching: hehe. But first of all, I need to find someone, rite? Hehehe
funnycheese: Yes yes, I shall try :) My life ain't perfect at the moment, but rest assured... that I do appreciate all that I've got at the moment :P
Carpe Diem - Seize the day!
mama bok: Thanks heaps for those kind words! :) And thanks for taking interest in my life too.
Just out of curiosity, why Canadian guys? and do you by any chance think I'm Singaporean? (Orchard Road to Woodlands). Hehehe.
And thanks, if I do decide to become a lesbian one day, you're sure to be on my list! *winks*
But really, thanks for those encouraging words.
yvy: AaWwWw... and thanks for dropping by! Hehehe.
And I'm sure your arms aren't flabby :)
Dear Mei,
Trust me.. i'm not into women either..hahaha!! i had meant.. if i were a man..!
Canadian guys.. because i am currently in Canada.. :)
No . i didn't think you were singaporean.. but i am.. originally from there.. ;)
But if i were to tell you .. from Main Street to Starrs Road..you probably donch know how long the queue would be.. right..??
So i used Orchard Road to woodlands instead.
Anyhoo.. you take care.. and chin up.. and stay pretty . .and keep that spirit up.. ok..! No one should be so important.. for you to fret for so long..!
Dear Mei
I've enjoy reading your blog for the last few months (i hope you don't mind). I hv a daughter who's also in uni melb and reading your blog kinda helps me understand and help her with her problems. I can honestly tell her (though she doesn't believe me) that she's not the only one with problems..even pretty and smart girls like you who seem to hv everything do too..and I really wish she would go out and enjoy Melbourne the way you and your friends do!!!
Thanking you would seem like I'm thanking you for having problems but seriously I'm not .. just thanks for writing the blog and letting me read it (though I didn't really ask for permission..lol)
Aunty T
Hey girl. Funnily, after reading the last couple of posts, it actually felt as if you were writing my exact thoughts. Situations are slightly different, I just got off one, but yet I can imagine myself holding on to the relationship just like you are now.
Have been reading your blog on and off, wasn't till now that I could actually relate to how you're feeling.
p/s: we've actually met briefly in Melb.
mama bok: Yeaps, I believe that someday, I'll truly be happy too! Like all 100% of me!
No man is worth my tears, and the one who is, will not make me cry anyways :)
Thanks again, mama bok, for everything.
Aunty T: Don't worry about it. If I'm prepared to publish this on the world wide web, there's bound to be people I don't know reading my blog. And I don't mind that, if it helps anyone at all, in any constructive way what-so-ever! :)
And I'm sure you know this already, but nobody is truly perfect! I might seem like I've got it all on the outside, but I believe that God is fair.
When He gives you something, He takes something away too.
I hope your daughter is enjoying Melbourne :) It's a great place to be!
And thanks for dropping a comment :)
carole: OMG! I'm truly shocked and sorry. I have always thought you guys were happy. But I shall not question it.
But really, I hope you can do what you vowed in your blog. To mourn only for a day, and then be able to bounce back and be friends without emotional investment.
If at anytime, you need a pair of listening ears, or anything at all, I'm here.
ps: We actually met once in Genting too, after Miss Chinese Pageant :P I don't know if you remember. But we actually sat down for a cuppa! ;)
whoa mei ling...u hv aunties reading your blog too!!cool..
ha ha..
how's your finger now? i didn't know what happened btw you and him but you know it has been a while, you have learn how to let go. Even though you've probably heard this hundreds of times...no1 can help you except yourself. Seriously, I think we are among the very lucky people...to be where we are now. The world is big, girl. As you walk down the road in life, and looked back, maybe it would not seem so significant anymore. Live your life, find your own happiness!
Building your happiness around one person who obviously had already moved on is meaningless. I hope I did not sound too harsh. You are a dear friend and I hope to see you feel better.
Love,
Mei
siok mei: I am fine, really. despite what everyone thinks, I'm really okay. It's not like I'm so sad I'm gonna kill myself, you know what I mean?
But yes, I do understand what you're trying to say, and I'm working towards it. I know you do care. And don't be afraid to *bitch slap* me back to reality! Cause that's what friends are for, rite? *Hugz*
To walk in, when the whole world has walked out.
We both have had our share of ups and downs I suppose. And perhaps the picture you saw was of a happy one *sigh*
It's been hard trying to maintain a friendly conversation with him without being brought down to memory lane. I'm sure you understand what I mean.
:) Of course I remember meeting you in Genting. Time flies huh? That was like 3 years ago or something.
Carole: Hehe, I sooo know what you mean. I get teary everytime, it's so bad :(
Gosh, yeah man! Time certainly flies!!
kekekeke....u'll only know when u see it!! lol :P
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