A good friend said to me some weeks back
"April was yesterday, May is today, and June is tomorrow"
So forget the pain from yesterday, and look forward to a better tomorrow.
And guess what???
Today is my "tomorrow"!
To my brand new month.
My brand new start.
So screw the sad and chuck away the bad,
Trying not to be at all mad,
Ok maybe I lie, I am still a tad.
(OoOohhh... I can rhyme)
But it doesn't mean that I can't look forward,
To bigger, better things in life.
Things that are within my control.
Like, becoming more independent,
and be better at my new job :)
Doing things that I've always wanted to do,
Things that I have forgotten about over the years.
Just a few off the top of my head:
- Girly night outs
- Redecorate my pad and make it all "cozy" and "mine!"
- Join a dance class. I am thinking latin / salsa baybeh!
- Do another paper / exam or something.
- Maybe learn to date again.
Btw, for those who didn't know, I have returned to full time work, to a job that is better paying, and higher position than my previous. I am so psyched! I haven't been so motivated in awhile now! This job couldn't have come at a better time. Furthermore, I did not directly apply for this positon. But am truly glad I landed myself this job. It has installed confidence back in myself. It gave me back the fire that I was lacking before. I feel like the driven Mei I once knew, is back.
I do have to admit that God has been kind to me. He gave me something good, when he took the relationship away from me.
And thanks to all my dear friends who stood by me during this difficult time. Especially those who rang / sms me everyday to check on me. To make sure I was ok. To make sure I had something to eat. To just be there....
That's what friends are for. Your real ones pick you up when you're down, not stab you on your back and watch you bleed. So thanks a million guys, I really really appreciate it, from the bottom of my heart, I cannot thank you all enough.
*muah*
And sending a thousand hugs and kisses to my family, far far away.... but forever, close to heart.
15 comments:
Yay! Up, up and away again!
but well, yeah, never had a doubt that you'd one day, get up, go places, and be all the way up there!
=)
*and oh, remember to let me leech off you by then*
muahahahahah
There ya go! Nice to see you in good spirits!
:)
Good Luck! And congrats on landing the job. :)
Keep on smiling and striving for the best. Main thing is to always be positive and happy! =) Jia You!
keep it up! salsa baybeh...
(((: Happy for you ! brand new start brings new hope. stay this cheerful and all the best in your new job! take care!
Yinfun: I found out from my ex boss the other day that he got asked whether I could step up to do this job, and he was like "Hell yeah!"
I am so glad to find out that there are people out there, who still believe in me, who still thinks I am good at what I do.
Skayrkro: Thanks for being supportive! :)
Anonymous: Thanks. I suppose if timing were to be a little different, then things wouldn't have turned out so bad between him and i. But I guess, at the end of the day, it was a good wake up call for me!
Calvin: I will always try :) Never give up trying huh?? And thanks for cheering me up last night. =)
Gary: Hehehe, wait till I get good at it first k? Then maybe I will allow you to come and watch the lesson in September :P heehhehe.
Chen: I always tell myself, life goes on so long I am still alive. Try to make the best of everyday, for I don't know what's going to happen tomorrow. I may not have anything at all!
So dance like there's noone watching, and live like there is no tomorrow. Cherish the moment, and what I still have :) and that's myself, and my wounded, by undying spirit to press on.
Way to go, girl!
loving ur enthusiasm for all things. keep it up. i reckon ur on a good path. we can go find dates together.. hahahaha. but after my exams...=p
Anonymous: =)
@ster: Hahahaha. Sure sure! There's this cute guy at work. Love his pommy accent. But I just found out that he's gay~! *crushed*
But hey, he's still great to hang out with :) Hehehe... Lemme know when your exam's are over k?!
Girls night out is the best thing ever!! I would definitely support joining a dance class. I did that and it was so fun! I met a lot of fantastic ladies that way too (it was basically an all-female class.
Overall, everything sounds like a great way to a fresh start!
Roxie: I'm looking forward to it. Will let you know how it goes over the weekend :P
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