I started this blog 5 years ago,
to pen down my thoughts about a certain someone,
whom at that point,
I didn't know how to speak to, or rather,
I felt like I couldn't speak to.
But over the years,
I have come to realize that my posts about that certain someone
Has decreased, and the truth is,
I have been writing more about someone else,
About us, and our little family together.
About all that we've built over the last few years.
Some days, like today...
As I was "revamping"
I would re-read my posts and occasionally smile to myself,
Reminded of all the happy moments we shared with each other.
"I wonder if he remembers that I wrote this about him"
"I wonder if he remembers that I wrote this about us"
I wonder,
If he remembers all the good times we had together.
All the times I made him smile, and made him happy.
All the times he made me feel like I was the luckiest girl alive.
I couldn't help but wonder,
If he thinks of me too.
Over on the other side.
Or am I merely a blur, faded memory of yesterday.
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On a totally separate note, I webcam-ed with sis on her brand spanking new iMac last night~! It's been awhile since I webcam-ed with her. The last session we had, she had no microphone, so I had to speak, and she had to type to reply me! Hahahahah.
And SATC2 today! Yippie!!
15 comments:
Nice layout!
:)
I love the new header!
such a beautiful photo!
I wrote a little review on my blog on SATC 2, let me know if you agree with it later! No spoilers dw! haha
http://veritableally.blogspot.com/
x
boonie must be honoured! =)
Funny: Thanks!! :) The photo was from Boon's wedding in QLD. I just love it....
Ally: Yeah, I love the photo too... Was looking through my photo albums for a new pic to match my new layout... and came across this beautiful pic I took some months ago at a friend's wedding.
And will check out your review on SATC2!
Gary: Yeah I know~!! But the photo is sooo meaningfully pretty, I couldn't help myself :)
Mei, there is no point in reliving the past. Look forward to a better future. You have so much going for you that you won't be able to see if it you're stuck looking at your past.
Didn't you once tell me that if you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it's yours. If it doesn't, then it never was.
I know for a fact that one day, you will be in the arms of someone who completely deserves you, and you will be happy and smiling.
Am loving the new layout, and you should be loving your new life too hun!
Am loving the new layout, and you should be loving your new life too hun!
nice! love the splatters!
It pains me to see you in pain like that. I just wish that short bitch with stumpy legs would get out of your lives so you both can be together again and work through your issues.
Anonymous: Yes, I know I have said that, and am constantly still telling myself that. I will try, I promise. Live for myself. Love myself, and someone will love me for it.
Sarah: Thanks! Just a little change, amongst everything else that has changed in my life recently.
The Unknown: Thanks! *splat splat* Hahahahhaha.
Jess: Hahahaha, you have got a plan?? :P
I love the splatters. I also revamped my blog recently too.
Whether he remembers or not, it doesn't change what it has made you both. And you, Mei, are a strong young woman. It shaped you, and made you who you are today. Accept it and look forward to the future. You've got so much more of your life just waiting to get written about in your blog!!
You can do it!
I love you Mei. You are such an attractive girl. You shouldn't be thinking about him.
Roxie: You are so right, gal!! If I want something, I gotta go get it!! If I want to be happy, cheery, I got to work towards it~! :)
I just have to reaffirm my faith in that "everything" I need and want, is within me... and for that, I am happy!
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