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"We all have scars from our love wars."Very true indeed. But isn't the pain suppose to subside with time? What's left of the scar should be priceless lessons we learn. To be smarter, to be swifter, to be more careful, so that we won't be wounded in our next battle.
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But we all know that life ain't perfect. We can't always get what we want. As careful as we try to be, we might still get shot on the battlefield. It sucks, It hurts, It happens.
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Time passes. Wounds heal. Life goes on.
I know I won't get wounded ever again. Because I longer go on war. For I no longer dare to risk my all...
But the scars from the previous battle still hurt. The pain is still too real... My wounds, haven't really healed at all. Will they ever?? I wonder...
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I'm still a fighter. Battling the pain... Still trying to save whatever I can, however I can imagine. But really, how long can I last being this way?? Can I handle ending up with nothing at all after all these time?
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I do not have the answer... I silently, but certainly wish you do...
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" It hurts when you love somebody too much"
7 comments:
we all fight....for some reasons but we all sure do fight...kinda keeps us going...and i figure right now we both are fighting the same fight...
Don't know what else to say to you which I have not already told you in person or on the phone... but choices are meant to be made, by you and you alone.
Friends can advise, we can scold, we can give our opinion but in the end, all that matters is the choice you make and the road you take.
Sometimes following your heart may lead you to more dead ends, sometimes it leads you to bliss... Sometimes you should just think with your head.. but whatever decision you make, you should just enjoy the ride and know that the experiences will only make you stronger and be prepared to face the consequences.
I have been through a lot in my life and know what you are going through so fighting and soldering on is not a bad thing thought it may be tough. As long as you keep going, am happy with things, hold on to the dear memories and live life to the fullest, things will be great...
Nuff said. =) *huggies*
*hugs*
One way or the other, you'll never be left with nothing.
In the end, you'll probably gain as much as you lose if you can put yourself together...
Gambate!
Thanks peeps, for those wise words. or for just sharing your thoughts. I guess in many ways, I'm just really stubborn. I'm still waiting, knowing that I could still end up with nothing.
It's a long, difficult journey. and sometimes, it gets tough and I feel like giving up. But at the end of the day, I think it over, and I realise that it's even harder giving up.
So, here I am... right here waiting.
But thanks people... really. Sometimes, I just need to vent. Makes it a little easier I guess.
Always good to have an outlet my dear... Just keep on being strong and believing... *huggies*
Martin: *HugZ* Thanks :D
Calvin: I guess I have no other choice, but to stay strong. What more can I do?
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