Chance

It has been a week since I last blogged.
Much has happened the last week,
and I thought I'd rather spend my time living it,
Then to worry about how to live it.

There is only so much I can control with my head.
The rest, are felt from within the heart,
Illogical. Irrational. Unrealistic sometimes.
I walked out, only to find myself walking back in,
Swept by his words, his actions,
And courage in admitting his mistakes.

I asked him the other day,
If he feels like I fought for him,
He nodded and proceeded to say,
"You fought for me by fighting with yourself.
You allowed me to go out and see things for myself.
You opened up my eyes to what you are to me.
It must have been difficult,
To fight within yourself,
To not fight for me".

I couldn't help but nod at how right he was.
I couldn't help but to shed a little tear,
And at that moment,
I love him just a little bit more.