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I was watching Grey's Anatomy Season 2... and I couldn't help but feel that I'm living Meredith's life... Complicated.
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I know it's forbidden...
I know that karma is gonna bite me back in my ass...
But, I still do it anyway.
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"JUST friends".
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That's how we convince ourselves. Or at least, that's how I convince myself.
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My life is a mess...
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I need to get myself out of this, sober and alive. I can't live like that.
9 comments:
what's fornidden?
forbidden... typo... hehe...
Andrew: Something is. Someone is.
sometimes no matter how hard you try... how many friends r there to listen to you and support... its still hard to get that someone out of your head....
cuz in the end.. they were special.. they are.. and they will always be....
and it hurts when u no longer r that special someone.. to them...
speechless, 'just frens' I doubted... ...
life might gets organise, and it goes on no matter how bad u feel...... but some part of you will never get back to the same, or maybe I am wrong.... but its through all these messiness .... we learned
stay strong *hugx*
Anonymous: Yeah... you're so right. You might still be special to them, in one way or another. But things are never just the same anymore. And THAT hurts.
Jocelyn: Being "JUST friends" is how I deceive myself that it's okay, I guess. Like I said, my life is a mess. Or maybe, it's just that I'm a mess.
But I hope you're right. I hope through all this mess in my life... that I'll learn... at least to pick myself up again.
mess is what u make out of it..
and not wanting to get out of it..
its hell hard when that special someone jst want to be 'friends'... nothing more...
Anonymous:
Yes, I am a mess,
My life is a mess,
Sometimes, I wallow in pity,
I can't see that I'm blessed.
I guess he just wanna be friends,
And I do too, in pretense,
My head tells me that I want out,
But "I love you", my heart still shouts.
Okay, that just came out of the blue, in reply to your comment. I didn't even write that on purpose or anything. But yeah, that's pretty much how I feel now...
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