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Sometimes, it feels as if the day goes by quicker, if I just didn't call *you*, or think of *you*.
Perhaps that way, I won't hear things I don't wanna hear... or get hurt if I found out something I wish I didn't know. Things I'd rather not know.
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I'd rather be out, occupying myself with exciting, fabulous things... to show you that I'm happy. To convince myself myself that I'm really happy...
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It just occured to me, that there are many silly women in this world.
Willing to compromise just to keep their men...
Willing to keep one eye closed, and pretend that they don't know. Pretend that everything is okay...
Seriously, how much of that are you willing to put up with? Just where do you draw the line? When is it just too much to handle?
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Well, that sucks. I refuse to be that kinda woman. But at the same time, I sometimes feel like I'm so much like them. In fact, when I look at myself, I see just them...
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The only difference is, I don't even have my man to keep...
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The heat is frying my brains, hence the random thoughts.
6 comments:
Well, they may be random thoughts caused by the heat...but at least they are sensible thoughts. ;)
I've learned that if you can't forgive and forget, you can at least forgive and move on. :)
Amelia: I'm trying to move on, for life goes on anyhow. But forgetting... I think it'll take me more than a lifetime... Somehow, I just wish there were erasers in life.
But thanks for dropping by and taking an interest in my life =)
Nope... there are definitely no erasers in life...that's why we can never forget...but we can always forgive...the least we can do is try...
Then again, it's always easier said than done.
Thanks for sharing.
Cherrio & take care. :)
Amelia: Yeah... exactly =)
You take care too...
sigh...i thought forgiving would be easier than forgetting. but turns out both are equally hard. moving on seemed easy, but at times, you get pulled back to that time, that place, that memory...and what you thought you forgave and forgot comes flooding back.
ah well...time heals all wounds...right? *fingers crossed* i just wonder how much time does it take...
sooyin: I think you understand me really well, when it comes to things like that. I'm sooo that kinda person. I try, and I try, and I try... but at the end, did I really get anywhere? Or am I just the same old girl, who's in love with the same person still...
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