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Alot of exciting things have been happening lately. I delivered triplets (although not entirely by myself), I got tickets for the Commonwealth Games, going for The Lion King Musical, partied with my friends, etc etc. I'm always so happy and chirpy, that not many will realise when I'm down.
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Perhaps it's just the impresion that I'd like to give, that I'm happy-go-lucky, and that I want my friends around me to feel happy... hence I'm always smiley. But really, something has been nagging me this whole time.
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I still remember the surprise DHL presents... The Guess bag was one of the first pressie that I received from the package (the same one that I already have!) But thanks, I guess, great minds really do think alike.
I still remember the romantic, impressive helium balloons.
I still remember the lovely roses.
I still remember the crystal ball pendant on the lovely pig couple.
I still remember the elegant diamond bracelet.
I still remember the "kissing little devils".
I still remember the "I've always wanted that" Gucci watch.
I still remember the popular and practical Sony CLIE PDA.
I still remember the letters that you sent me.
I still remember alot of other things about you...
Most importantly, I still remember what's on my finger.
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But this year, as the day draws nearer... I couldn't help but wonder, will I get a call from you? Or a card in my mailbox? An SMS on my mobile? Any sort of indication at all. Will you even remember? Because I still do.
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I don't need any expensive gifts. I don't need no material satisfaction. I don't need 24 hours of your day. All I need is 2 minutes of your time to make a simple call, to let me know that I'm remembered... and that you still care.
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I try not to hope, for I fear being disappointed. But I'm only human. I've got feelings beyond my control. I fear... that I will always remember, that you didn't. Will I be able to handle that? I don't recall having the answer...
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But, on the bright side...
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Ade, I just wanna thank you for always asking whether I'm alright. You seem to always know when I'm not.. although I try to hide it. I'm truly glad that I've got a great friend like you. *HugZ*
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Ming Yen, thank you for being so "gentlemanly". Although I kinda force you to sometimes... Hahahaha. But I really do appreciate the effort! :) You are a kind person at heart. That's why you're such a prime candidate to our "bullying".
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Thank you both, for picking me up when I'm down.
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On a separate note, I met up with a long lost friend yesterday! After 3 years of not seeing him, he still looks the same, acts the same... Kin Shang, I've missed you.
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Miss your presence, your lame jokes, the stupid, eccentric things you do that never fails to make us laugh! You never fail to brighten my day! :D
Alot of exciting things have been happening lately. I delivered triplets (although not entirely by myself), I got tickets for the Commonwealth Games, going for The Lion King Musical, partied with my friends, etc etc. I'm always so happy and chirpy, that not many will realise when I'm down.
.
Perhaps it's just the impresion that I'd like to give, that I'm happy-go-lucky, and that I want my friends around me to feel happy... hence I'm always smiley. But really, something has been nagging me this whole time.
.
I still remember the surprise DHL presents... The Guess bag was one of the first pressie that I received from the package (the same one that I already have!) But thanks, I guess, great minds really do think alike.
I still remember the romantic, impressive helium balloons.
I still remember the lovely roses.
I still remember the crystal ball pendant on the lovely pig couple.
I still remember the elegant diamond bracelet.
I still remember the "kissing little devils".
I still remember the "I've always wanted that" Gucci watch.
I still remember the popular and practical Sony CLIE PDA.
I still remember the letters that you sent me.
I still remember alot of other things about you...
Most importantly, I still remember what's on my finger.
.
But this year, as the day draws nearer... I couldn't help but wonder, will I get a call from you? Or a card in my mailbox? An SMS on my mobile? Any sort of indication at all. Will you even remember? Because I still do.
.
I don't need any expensive gifts. I don't need no material satisfaction. I don't need 24 hours of your day. All I need is 2 minutes of your time to make a simple call, to let me know that I'm remembered... and that you still care.
.
I try not to hope, for I fear being disappointed. But I'm only human. I've got feelings beyond my control. I fear... that I will always remember, that you didn't. Will I be able to handle that? I don't recall having the answer...
.
But, on the bright side....
Ade, I just wanna thank you for always asking whether I'm alright. You seem to always know when I'm not.. although I try to hide it. I'm truly glad that I've got a great friend like you. *HugZ*
.
Ming Yen, thank you for being so "gentlemanly". Although I kinda force you to sometimes... Hahahaha. But I really do appreciate the effort! :) You are a kind person at heart. That's why you're such a prime candidate to our "bullying".
.
Thank you both, for picking me up when I'm down.
.
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On a separate note, I met up with a long lost friend yesterday! After 3 years of not seeing him, he still looks the same, acts the same... Kin Shang, I've missed you.
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Miss your presence, your lame jokes, the stupid, eccentric things you do that never fails to make us laugh! You never fail to brighten my day! :D
Dude, hope to see more of you in time to come! :D Now we just need to gather the remaining of the gang! Hehehe.
16 comments:
Heys girl,
That was a very sweet thing to say about me,and for wat you've said on the blog, it goes both way!You were there for me when I was going through my toughest time and I really really appreciated that! :D
The day will come when things will be right again, when all things fall into place and you just know that things will be good again..
Till then,feel free to give me a buzz if you ever need to talk,coffee etcetc..for sometimes,i am unable to see how you're really doing.
Btw, it IS ok to let go sometimes,no one needs to stay strong and act happy ALL the time, kays??
till then, see ya tomolo @ the parade!!!
*hugz*
Ade: That's the sweetest thing I've ever heard. I guess that's the thing with real friends, that you don't have to be strong all the time, and it's okay.
Looking forward to the parade too! And the whole "festive Melbourne" period! Hehehe. It's gonna be real exciting! I can't wait!
hope that person you're writing about will call...=) and yup, you don't have to be strong and put up a happy face all the time...no one expects you too, and no one can sustain it forever. take care!
Sooyin: Thanks, I hope so too. But then again, I dont know if I really wanna put hopes into it, cause I'm so tired of being disappointed. I'm so tired of crying myself to bed. :(
yoyo, thx for the entry for me too =) it's really nice. and just to tell u that i do things from the bottom of my heart (believe it or not =P lol), no way i'm forced to, hehe.
now, hopefully i can wake up tmr morning and make it in time for the parade -__-"
TMY: Hehehe. I know you're sincere. It's just that we bully you, and force you to be "gentlemanly". Hehe. And thanks for putting up with our bullshit! :D
You better wake up tomorrow, I tell ya! Or else, you owe me bubble tea! Since you had it without me today! Hmpph!
wahhh... bullying me again, lol. i think i better go sleep now then...
TMY: Hahaha. Yes, you better go to bed now :D You know what time you usually wake up, huh...
wait hold up a minute go back...you deleivered triplets? That be a posting on itself on how it came to be, where you in the right place at the right time? What happened that made you deliver triplets?
Man, getting me all excited for someone you just blew by, go figure?
Coldguy: Yeah, just happen to be at the right place at the right time, I guess? Hehehe.
I was really thrilled! I DID blog about it! It was the most fantastic thing that happened to me this rotation (so far).
Scroll down, and you'll see that entry :D
John Vain: Because not everything in life is black and white, and straight forward...
What's Kin Shang doin' in Melbourne? Haven't seen him for ages!!
*HuGz*
have a great day ahead!
Stephen: He's doing engineering now, in Monash! Yeah, you should come and visit us. It'll be heaps of fun!
Andrew: You too :D Have a GreAAaAtt week ;)
Master Peebody: Uh huh! I just can't waittttt! :D
Mei: Aah.. great!! I may see you guys in April then.....
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