Tonight...

It is cold tonight, as it is every other night...

I am sitting at my desk, looking out through the condensed glass window, at the beautiful night lights. Winter is here, it finally is. I could tell by the signs that my windows are always fogged up, reminding me of the subzero temperature outside.

I remember staying up late every night, attempting to study with my sister, having a hot cuppa in between sessions, cracking lame jokes, and ending up going to bed in the wee hours in the morning. Sometimes, we even catch the sunrise together. The sight, beathtaking. The sisterly bonding, priceless!

Some things have changed, but some things remain, forever.

I am still sitting here, looking out through the same window, at the same beautiful scenery... still stressing out about exams. But some things have changed. She's no longer here by my side. She's no longer here to laugh at my below the belt jokes, no longer here to play tic-tac-toe on the foggy window. No longer here to share my ups and downs. But, what remains is...

She's still dear to me. She's still my one and only... Fun, come back and take back your half of the bed! :) I miss you...

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Mei is emo-ing in the middle of the night. She's gone crazy from writing too many cover letters and filling up countless application forms! ArghHhHh... still need to study! :( Blahhh! I so so so need 48 hours in a day! **and still have 7 days a week**