Despite all that's going on in my life now,
I hate to admit that I still miss you...
I do, and it kills.
I don't even have enough time and energy to finish cramming for exams,
yet my tiny little brains have got the time and space for you?
(O.o)
*brain oh brain, please get your priorities right*
Just what is it about YOU, that made me the way I am now?
I am...
STILL searching for my lost self.
22 comments:
You should hv come for gelati! at least we could have destressed together!
The phase will pass.. it just always comes at the 'wrong' time..not that there's ever gonna be a right time though =.="
Keep your chin up! you'll be fine!
me, on the other hand.. needs to stop procrastinating..lol
if you miss him, then just let him know
yes yes... go have a destresss session! i'll buy u ice cream if Aus wins tonight!!!!
ade: I was already in pyjamas. Too lazy to get dressed again and go out in the cold :(
I think I need to rewire my brain somehow. I can't seem to store relevant information.. instead, I drift off and think of *him* wt??
lala. need to go out tomorrow. and *snap snap snap*
anonymous: it's easier said than done. I wish i could let him know too..
leo: sure thing! I sure hope they win then! :) hehehe. I don't know anything bout soccer. Is croatia any good? i mean, durrr, they've got to be good to qualify for the world cup, but are they like WOW kinda good?
there has got to be a better way than this..
hang on there. just remember that you can't change the past and what's broken can be mended but it will still leave a scar. you can determine ur future tho. buy a new vase
and oh ya, thanks for congratulating me on getting my driving license haha i just saw it >_> i got ur back. when it is ur turn to learn how to drive, just remember that i did it@!!! haha muack
Dearest Mei,
I have reading some of your blog lately, I noticed that you are a smart yet naive girl to me. Sorry I have to say this!
We shared the similar problems (similar situation happened to me a few years back) and we have something in common...:)
And to the brain, there is nothing impossible to get your priorities right. If you are still have time thinking of him yet you have little time for your exams, then please think again. And if you are not getting married just because of still can't get over him, then you are a little selfish to your parents. Please think of them for supporting you for 20 over yrs, of course they want you to have a good career with a good husbandya!
I have to be mean to you and it wouldn't work with nice advice/counsel, as I only able to be strong when someone told me off that time.
I am a 27 girls who knows how to pick myself up after failling so badly (in love)....it wasn't easy...it's just that LOVE is not so great to kill everythingya. And now, I have everything...yeah...everything..a good career after all the hard work back from Aust (a few years back) AND a good rich caring the other half :)
su zen: I'm sure there is a better way. or many better ways perhaps. but at times like these, somehow, my mind will just magically wander back to *him* blargh...
and about buying a new vase.. hmm, i somehow can't find any nice attractive looking vases that are worth my time and money.. howwww??
hahaha... wah! you abit delayed rite? that was quite long ago! :D yes, i shall learn driving if somebody hires me here.
anonymous: You're not being mean. In fact, I really think that should be the way. I should be slapped awake, and snap out of this. Thanks for taking time to comment.
But worry not, I am not disappointing my parents or anything. I am still searching for that other half. For a special someone. I am not giving up everything for *him*.
The reason why I'm awake at this hour now, is because I'm trying to study. :) So yes, I still have my priorities. And no matter how bad it was when we first broke up, I didnt give up on my studies, cause it's my future...
Congratulations, for having what you desire... and I hope I can do the same too! ;) Thanks again for the comment/advice/wake up call.
Mei,
It's always easier say than donehor! Please work that outya! If I can do that, why can't you?? Just remember that! In fact, I am not as smart as you as a medical student :)
Well, the previous 5 years r'ship taught me many things and changed me from a naive girl (in love) to a girl who knows how to pick myself up and to walk with face and chin up meeting new cool guys out there waiting for me.
Do remember that you can do the same too :)
By the way, how's the weather in Aust now? Still as cold as ever? Thinking back 4 years ago when I am in Aust, it's so cold around this time. And Mei, we really have something similar here and that's make me read your blog. For your infor, I don't really care/read abt other's blog as I am really a super busy career woman working from 8 am to 3 am sometimes. Hmm, it's just my career line! And I do feel glad talking to you :)
All the best!
Lots of love,
M in Malaysia
M in Malaysia,
I'm honoured to have you reading my blog, and taking an interest in my life :)
Being a medical student doesn't make me smarter than everyone else. I'm just like anyone else you see on the streets, and I don't think I should be treated any different ;)
As for the weather, it's damn cold now! Somehow, this winter just feels colder than ever. It's as if we didn't have autumn at all.. it was nice and warm until after the commonwealth games, and then suddenly *poof* winter came! Bizarre!!!
Working from 8am to 3am? Hhmmm.. lemme take a guess, are you in Audit?
Once again, thanks for the comments, and keep it coming.
Mei,
Haha, Audit? My career line??P&C....:) Will tell you more if you allow me to talk to you thru email and only I have time....:) Or your email on ur blog, if I overlook...:)
Well, it's not easy to study medical....not everyone has that ability...:) Good on you!
Yeah, cold, cold, cold! And I miss Aust!! If more time allow me to go back again! I miss all the things in Aust...winter...autumm...spring...
summer...food...icecream....Myer...and so on....
Hey, better go study...:)
Till we meet again some other time...:)
M in Malaysia
leo: It doesn't look like Aus is gonna win. It's still 1-1 after 45 mins. Running on additional time now...
M in Malaysia,
My e-mail add is on my profiles :)
Haha..You managed stayed up for the second half after all! At least it was worth it! We're through! *grin*
And you'll get to claim that icecream too! Double bonus! LOL
I shall try and study now instead of sleeping.. *sigh*
This whole exams and the soccer is screwing with my sleep-wake cycle! *argh*
Will probably see ya tomolo then!
Good luck with the interview, gal!!!
Mei, can post a pic of ur ex onot? I will see if I know hime. If yes, I will get him to call u, k. He better not be my bro else I will kick his butt. hehehe
Mei, remember dont kill/threaten to kill urself! :P
ade: Yeah! Oi Oi Oi!! :D Hehehe, I don't like soccer, but it was quite "kan chong" *exciting* to watch last night.. or shall I say this morning?
and yes, Leo: you owe me ice cream now! Yay! Go Socceroos! Kekekeke.
ade: See ya for dinner or something? Destress session for me... as for the interview, I didn't prepare anything man! I'm screweddddddd.
prometeuz: hahahah. I'd love to, but I don't think it's very wise of me to do so. Guess I'd wanna protect his anonymity...
And don't worry, he's not your brother. Hehehehe. But thanks for the *kicking butt* anyway *winks*
xes: Now that's below the belt... Hehehe. :D
But really, I'm fine. Just random thoughts that pop up once in awhile.
Thanks for dropping by ;)
john vain: Yeah, maybe you're right :D
But if angelina jolie happened to fall onto your lap... I think she'd still be to die for ;) Heheheh.
Hhm, maybe you should. Ever considered that as a career?? tee hee hee
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