Tonight...

I got home from watching Happy Feet @ Mid Valley...
What seemed to be so mood-lifting 2 hours ago has lost its effect.
I catch myself staring blankly at your MSN nick, picturing your face as you sleep,
Imagining myself, running my little fingers through your hair.
I look at our photos again and again, hoping to feel better...
Worse still, I still subconsciously click on the link to your blog,
Hoping that I'll someday, see an entry about me.

As tired as I am, I tried to fall asleep... but my mind just wouldn't stop thinking.
Couldn't stop thinking...

I have never asked how you felt about me penning down my thoughts of you...
But tonight, it just feels as if I need to write.
It doesn't matter if my vocabulary seems limited, my grammar incorrect.

I just want you to know that right here, right now,
Someone, somewhere miles away...
Is thinking of you.
Wishing you were here...

It's true when I told you sometime ago,
That it hurts, when you love somebody too much.
And at this very moment,
The pain seems... somewhat unbearable :(

Bubby,
I.miss.you.