And I agree with her 110%. ADULTHOOD SUCKS!
Responsibilities suck. I feel like there's so much going on at the moment, I feel suffocated. Exams are over, but I've never had the opportunity to be home, for at least one entire day... just to sleep and bludge. Having to run errands... going to Vicroads, to the real estate agent, settling my contract and visa, packing up and boxing my things, having to clean up and all.... arghhh. And those are only the physical things...
So much is going through my mind that I can't even fall asleep sometimes. Having to worry about getting my driver's license in time... or else, I really don't know how I'm getting to work :( I can't believe it took me 7 friggin' years to realise that I DO need a driver's license after all... I so hate myself for putting it off till today.
Too much to do... too much worries!
JUST TOO MUCH! I'm drowning.
I'm bored of feeling this way... so much, I'm sick of it. Blargh...
If it's not for *you*, there's really nothing in my life worth smiling about at the moment. Sigh...
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Welcome to the working world, Mei. Expect more changes to come in the next few years. I hope u enjoy the roller coaster ride. :)
Hang in there. Things will eventually sort themselves out. And everything will be better.
Hey, everytime you feel like that, remember that famous Ajahn Chah saying, "Just let it be". Do what you can do today, and screw the rest. For tomorrow. No point losing sleep over it :)
why thank you! u make me smile too! :P
prometeuz: I'm not a big fan of roller coasters... especially if it comes to life :(
sally: I hope so too :( sighhh...
sensual sophia: That's a good one :) I shall keep that in mind...
Just hope that it won't bite me back in the arse. tee hee hee..
wuching: Hahahaha... RITEee :) You're quite funny... you even make me laugh ;) tee hee... :P
u r planning to get ur license before u start working? ummm... can u even get 120 hrs of practice by then? lol
good luck tho. i still have one more year time. teeheehee.
kelly: I don't quite know how I'm gonna go about it. I'm taking my L tomorrow, and I'm gonna do my driving lessons and stuff when I get back to KL - hopefully, i'll get it done *keeping fingers, toes and any other part of my body that can be possibly crossed, crossed*
DONT get yourself into my situation! Go do yours!!! Hurry!
responsibility comes as we grow up...
it's just a fact...
perhaps the diff was just that...most of us grow up slowly, steadily, and gradually..
we learn how to drive, move out, go to the work force, and we slowly see the not-so-beautiful side of this place..
on your side...perhaps it was play play play...and then u realised that u are a grown up now...
that whether u like it or not, u need to start taking things up...
and u grow up all of a sudden...ie...everything comes in at the SAME time..
obviously...u would suffocate with soo much happening, so much to take it..
but the way i see it? get this over and done with...
and it would be smooth sailing again..
afterall, rainbow only appears after rain
Take it easy and enjoy the ride, girl. More will come in the near future and you'll eventually realize that whatever you are facing now is just no-big-deal.
Cherish each moment. =)
Funny, after reading your post, i cant wait for "adulthood".
LMAO =D
mouse: it's funny you should say that... but perhaps it's true. perhaps i've been living the "easy" life as a student... and all of a sudden, everything is coming my way. a giant wave!
yea, i just really really can't wait for all these to be over!
i need a real "break" - i need to see the rainbow...
karen m: i wish i could... i wish i could. it's wayyy easier said than done. even if i try doing it, i cant stop thinking about it. hehehehe... you know what i mean, yea? I'm a thinker.
oh well :) at least i'm done **hopefully** i just need to make all these transitions into the working world.
ezra: hahaah... are you sure??? well, you've got another 5 years to go... :) and enjoy those 5 years of your uni life. it'll be wonderful, i'm sure!
don't be in too much of a hurry to grow up. like i said... it's over rated. hehehe.
congrats... you have finish your studies... working world awaits...
that is where nightmare begins!
hahahahahahaha
just kidding...
william wilstroth: Hahaha. I'm just glad I'm done with studies, at least for now :P
Nightmare? Hahahhaa. It's begun sometime ago. :( sighhh...
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