Friday, September 15, 2006

Mere paranoia? Or impending doom?

Have you ever been in situations where there's so much you wanna do?
But there's just nothing that you can do?
It's like you're so close, yet too far...

I went to bed feeling uneasy after reading Vicky's entry last night.
I felt somewhat restless and disturbed... but forced myself to bed...
Only to be waken in the middle of the night by *Keroppi's blood nose.
*Keroppi's been unwell for the past month or so with symptoms of cold, asthma and hay fever.
No big deal, I know... it's winter after all... Everyone gets sick. I kept telling myself that.

But the thing that kept playing at the back of my mind is,
Why one symptom after another?? And it seems like it's tonsillitis now,
with recurrent epistaxis? And one that I witnessed for myself.
HhmMmMm...

I couldn't help but wonder, is this all just a coincidence?
Or is there an underlying serious ENT condition???
I do not want to be put into Vicky's shoes.
At least not now, not just yet... NO.
I'm not quite ready to lose someone dear to me that way.

I hate not knowing exactly what's going on.
Am I just being paranoid? I dunno...
All I can do now, is to hope for the best I guess?
For I do not know what else can be done...

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

I'm a bit confused.. *Keroppi's is ???

Anonymous said...

Paranoid? I don't know. Think of it more as being cautious. One can never be too careful with matters of health.

Mei said...

jee: Keroppi is a frogg :) Someone that croaks??? Tee hee hee...

Mei said...

jacob: Yeah. I think so too... Better to be safe than sorry yeah??

Anonymous said...

yeah that's rite, better to be safe than sorry or another word prevention is better than cure, i think you know better than me. btw, juz wondering, how you guys practice 'prevention' in your life ? mind to share ?

Kelly Siew said...

why is he keroppi?

get it checked out. trev's dad's getting an ERCP today. I hope it's nothing serious. *sigh*

Mei said...

anonymous: Through health education and stuff... before the disease/problem occurs :)

Mei said...

kelly: well, he's feeling a little better now... and knowing him, he's stubborn. he won't wanna go see the doc.

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