Monday, October 31, 2005

ZoMBiE, In need of sleep


Had one and a half hours of sleep before having to wake up for class this morning. It was badddd... could hardly keep my eyes opened during the tute :(

I don't understand why I'm so affected by things you say. I seek for your approval in everything I do. Till today, I wonder... what is it about you that made me the person I am today? (or maybe it's not you. It's just me) Why do I feel incomplete and inadequate? Whatever happened to the independent me? Mei is still searching for answers.

I am..... searching for my lost self.

12 comments:

Anonymous said...

Harlow.... finally, a blogger u are...

Anonymous said...

The person must be someone that value to you very much...court in this kind of feeling is really paranoid, hope you can find the true answer inside of you...

-Rachael

Anonymous said...

Thats the best entry so far I guess..Keep it up.

krystaL said...

Harloeeee=) Me love ur blog, So pink and meaningful!! *grin* hahaha... keep it up gal, bloggin's kewl huh

Anonymous said...

Time will heal all wounds...
Live life to the fullest...
You deserve true happiness...
I hope you find your true self in that process...

Anonymous said...

Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing on all the good stuff.

Mei said...

Thanks all :) I'll try to hold my chin up. Life goes on after all, rite? ;)

Anonymous said...

Time heals all wounds, and your time will come my dear.
Chin up and one day, all things will be crystal clear and you wonder how come you didnt see it.
The process of getting there is no doubt difficult,
But you'll make it coz you are strong!

Things WILL GET BETTER!tk care gal!*hugz*

Anonymous said...

So nice to blog meh?

Su Zen said...

heyy nice picture!! it's cool. lol i guess to some extent people always feel incomplete and that's why this world has change. but uhm uhm u shouldn't feel that wayyy because your friends and family still loves youu *pats*

Anonymous said...

Love means being there for each other eventhough everything is faling apart. If he's aint there, he should not be missed at all. Time will heal gal! When u can let go of the past, a better future will just flow in like river going donwstream. I'll always be there for u if u need a shoulder. Miss u lots!

~CaMi~

Mei said...

cami: aww, *hugz* and thanks for dropping by! ;)

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